There are soooo many things I need to write about!

Seriously. I haven't written in a while, and there is a build up of things I want to say. So I am going to break it up into three blogs, and I might not finish them all tonight, but whateva. Haha. Ok, so numero uno. This freaking snow, and this freaking weight. Ok, I think I have mentioned that I have hit a plateau in the whole weight loss situation. Which is really difficult to deal with, because it involves a lot of experimenting with diet and exercise, and too much emotional eating. So this has been going on for a while, and it's bumming me out even though I am trying really hard to just relax. But, it's like when you work hard for nothing, and I know it's not for nothing, but it feels like it's for nothing. And that bothers me. It bothers me a lot, because I have a lot going on, and if I wasn't so determined to do this thing, I could easily just stop working so hard. But I won't let myself. And that's good, but it's also very hard. And what's harder is getting up and going to the gym in the morning when I know it's freezing outside. It's awful. I just want it to be warm again! And I want to start walking to school again! But that won't happen for another while.

But anyway, this week has been rough, because I have been super tired. I know it's only tuesday, but it still has been a bad week so far. I have just been out of it, and I am going to blame it on the weather. It's all snowy and gross outside and it makes me tired. So this morning I only burned 750 calories because I was so tired. But tomorrow I am going to try and do extra to make up for it. Also, Cat gave me some tips about how to get a better fat burn at the gym, so I think I'm going to change up my gym schedule. From now on I think I am going to do like 15 minutes on the stair-master, 15 minutes on the treadmill, and a half hour on the elliptical. And hopefully that will get me to my goal of 1000 for each gym session. But mostly I hope that that will help me finish this plateau shit. I also need to get back into my pristine eating habits. I have been bad recently, and I am going to fix it. I am going to get back into being good.

I just hate that because of this plateau, I will probably not get to my second goal by my birthday. It will probably be pushed off until the beginning of Fall semester. That depresses me, but I've got to take life as it comes. All I can do is continue to work hard and hope for the best.