College Bills

Ok, I'm going to sound like a dick. But sometimes I get really annoyed that my parents didn't think about saving up for college education. Like we weren't poor when my parents were together. And it's just kind of been irking me recently. I know my mom has been helping me as much as she can, and I love her for that. And sure, my father would help me if I begged at his knees and paid him 3% interest and felt like a jerk everyday of my life. But I mean, really, before the real estate thing went down, we were not poor. Like before the divorce we were very comfortable, and they could have put a bit aside. I mean I know mom wanted to, but dad was greedy and didn't want to think about it. But still, come on! It's kind of been annoying me, because I just have all this money crap on my back. And I'm going crazy working and trying to get A's and trying to lose weight, and trying to meet people. Like it's freaking intense. I mean by the time I'm out of college, I'll probably be $45,000 in debt. It's kind of ridiculous. Which is not including the money I owe my mom or my dad. I mean I know that for 3 years that isn't bad, but it's still not good. And I just wish that they could have thought about our future. Ugh. I know I should be thankful for any help I get, but sometimes it just bothers me.