Ok, bitch-mode over

I talked to my mom, and vented. And now I've decided I'm not going to bitch about this shit again for a while. I'm just going to get some student loans, and try to work. I'll do my best and stop worrying about how I could do more, because I'm tired of it. So I'm just going to get over this over-responsible schtick, and move on. I mean technically if I went to school in NY, I'd probably accrue $45,000 in debt in one year, probably more. So really, 3 years of school for what would be one year in NY, is really good.

End of bitching. Going to start living. :]