I wanna tell you a secret, you can take your double standard love and keep it

This is true for every single relationship in my life. I don't take love that isn't fair. So, when my dad cuts me off health insurance and treats me differently than he would expect me to treat him, I don't really give a shit. Why don't I give a shit? Because that man is not in my book of people to care about. His "love" (I hesitate to even call it that) has no meaning for me, because it isn't the type of "love" I want.

Maybe it's because I've become too proud. But I just can't take it upon myself to call him and ask him to do anything for me. I just can't beg anymore. I'm done asking things of him, because I know I have to pay dearly for everything I ask from him.