Hmf. Jerkdom.

So, I feel like a jerk for what I'm about to say, but I kind of miss my apartment. It's not really about anyone in particular, I just don't really feel like I fit here anymore. I don't know what it is. I mean I still love and get along with everyone, but it's just kind of different. I don't know why, but I definitely feel more comfortable by myself. Hm. Maybe it's just how I am. I don't really know.

I think part of it may be that I don't feel like myself here anymore. I kind of feel stunted into the person who I was before I left for college. I feel sort of stuck in a box. It's odd. I don't know if this is going to be for the rest of my life, or if it's just now. I just feel like I can't be as open for some reason. Hm. I also don't really feel needed. I don't know. I'm probably over-reacting.

In related news, I don't know where my life is headed after college. My mind is a jumble. Alack.