Student Loans

Ok, so I'm going through this journey of private student loans. And it fucking blows. Because apparently, I don't have good enough credit to get one without a cosigner, and my mom doesn't have very good credit either. Therefore, it's like a fucking trial to get a bank to lend me some money. Which is really annoying, because how am I ever going to be able to improve my credit if I can't go to college and get a good job? I don't even know how I have bad credit, except for the fact that I am in debt since I had to pay for my summer classes with my credit cards. Ugh. It's like there is a system in place to screw over the hard working people over and over again. I mean, how is it that I'm sitting here after working all night, working my butt off in school, trying to make a better living for myself and trying to refrain from living off the government as much as possible. Yet, here I also am, with a shit fucking chance of getting a private loan to pay for the college I love so much. I don't understand how this is expected of people. Fucking nuts. This cycle of bull shit is ridiculous. I'm just going to have to keep on working on it, because fuck all, I'm not working extra hours and working myself to the bone any fucking more.